i'm writing more often whoo hoo look @ me. just kidding sorry guys... I feel like such a loser my girlie and I are on a "break" (I also still don't have work) but I thought this was the one for me but I know she doesn't think so. It's my fault too not only did I drunkenly suggest the "break" (me smacking myself in the head) but I apparentely have treated her like an object. I don't see it but hell there's a lot of things I don't catch. She thinks I value my friends more than her for one. My astrology must've said "fuck you!" this week.

so i quit my job a bit ago. I just couldn't take it anymore. I know I'm not the best employee, but shit. I had to work graveyard shifts and they expect me to be able to come to a meeting at noon right in the middle of the "time in which I may have slept." That and being late once were the two occaisions I was written up. Other people have done the same and no action has been taken. There was this bitch (no really she's a bitch) who was hired after myself and she acted like she is one of my supervisors(I only had one) just because she had previous hotel experience. The other thing is the guy who trained me... well to quote my former supervisor "he's always late" and, he never has been written up. Massive favoritism. I also did not get forty hours unless I was called in. Sorry I'll write more soon, but if anybody's got any good leads hit me up!!!

i read an entire article about cheese! in the paper today. I really do love cheese!

So I now know just about everyone I know who's interested is reading this. I've taken a break. I am feeling again. It makes me aprehensive. I can't and want have & I want and can't have. exposed now I feel, too much unearthed at once.

so yeah i havent blogd in a while Been busy, workin and such... movin out soon again; a house; with sean. It's a nice house though. And i will help keep it so. $300+utilities/month. sides that nothin really new fur me

i feel like i'm in high school again.

In that case, I'd say that Theorism exists in theory but not in practice. :P