so I'm sorry i've not blogged recently not that anyone is reading this any way. I'm married now one of my good friends is having a child soon. Craziness. My wife is taking her clothes off for money again. She is upset she didn't get to make friends w/ my pregnant friend before the child raising responsibilities are due to set in. Besides paying off debts my life seems to be on the up and up (knock on wood). I need to get back to school, pay attention to the future. Been slackin on my artwork... aside from scanning old stuff and photoshopping it. I still have a few paintings to finish. I'll be back...

whaaaaaaaaa???

weeeeeeeee, fun fun fun-time today!!!!
can't even explain
what has transpired
to much writing

happy birthday to me! yay!

so i got shit on by life this month: girl left, gramma died, car crapped out,
S.A.D. (seasonal affective disorder)

i'm writing more often whoo hoo look @ me. just kidding sorry guys... I feel like such a loser my girlie and I are on a "break" (I also still don't have work) but I thought this was the one for me but I know she doesn't think so. It's my fault too not only did I drunkenly suggest the "break" (me smacking myself in the head) but I apparentely have treated her like an object. I don't see it but hell there's a lot of things I don't catch. She thinks I value my friends more than her for one. My astrology must've said "fuck you!" this week.

so i quit my job a bit ago. I just couldn't take it anymore. I know I'm not the best employee, but shit. I had to work graveyard shifts and they expect me to be able to come to a meeting at noon right in the middle of the "time in which I may have slept." That and being late once were the two occaisions I was written up. Other people have done the same and no action has been taken. There was this bitch (no really she's a bitch) who was hired after myself and she acted like she is one of my supervisors(I only had one) just because she had previous hotel experience. The other thing is the guy who trained me... well to quote my former supervisor "he's always late" and, he never has been written up. Massive favoritism. I also did not get forty hours unless I was called in. Sorry I'll write more soon, but if anybody's got any good leads hit me up!!!